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Wednesday, 01 February 2012

  • Passing of the Sands

    An urge, a taste, souls gone to waste for nothing but mere desire.
    Taste the air, feel him there, burning in my boundless fire.
    Engulfed in a flame, too wild to tame, ache with the pity that drips.
    Feel urgency within him, consuming the venom that lingers on his lips.
     Needn't worry, there is no fury compared to that of a woman scorned.
    You think he knows, her tattered clothes. Consider yourself warned.
    Nothing will take her, except her fierce anger. All who cross will pay.
    Abilities to heal you. Not think twice just to kill you. She's waiting for that day.
     
    Cross the line, just one more time, and Hell will break loose around you.
    Know what you've heard, though its absurd, and then you'll know what to do.
    She is very touchy, consider yourself lucky, for a warning, most do not get.
    Once, no halt and not your fault, but second and you'll be bit.
     
    No remorse with too much force, and you life will go astray.
    Abilities to heal you. Not think twice just to kill you. She is simply waiting for that day.
    The timing is right, there is no need to fight, for your life is in her hands.
    Your fate screamed of murder the moment you hurt her, just like the passing of the sands.
     
    Just as heat leaves a blister, she is my sister and you have broken her so many times.
    What you did you will relive, and you can't escape with rhymes.
    I grasp the chain, and with no shame I unleash the unspoken cry.
    Not think but twice, with every slice, as I watch you slowly die.
     
     
    Ability to feel you. Ability to heal you. Not think twice but to kill you
    I will handle you calmly if you fuck with my family, as calm as I can do.
    The timing is right, there is no need to fight, for your life is in my hands.
    Your fate screamed of murder the moment you hurt her, just like the passing of the sands.
  • Embers

    Touching tender, watching the ember as it slowly dies.
    Cringe with pain, solemn shame, saying its bitter goodbyes.
    Turning old, growing cold, reminiscent of every mark.
    Run with fear away from here, where the abyss is growing dark.
     
    Every strife in every life depends on how long it will last.
    Though its not pleasant, depend on the present, and learn from your past.
    If you just continue, fire burns within you, its your choice to let it die.
    Flicker and flare of every glare taunts my watching eye.
     
    There will come a day when I'm meant to play with the fire you hold within.
    For your health, protect yourself. For with my happiness there comes a sin.
    I'm not as I should, not perfectly good, and I can't promise it pain-free.
    I'll prove that I've grown, for I'm not alone, your captors will come by three.
     
    I'll pass your test, forsake the rest, and continue with unworldly pleasure.
    Whatever may come, forgive what I've done, your soul I will continue to treasure.
    Like stones set in time, your soul now is mine. No longer free to run about.
    I've taken the toll, I've taken your soul. Just as the final ember burns out.
  • Disappear...

    You have 'till twenty-one to fucking disappear.
    Your face, I don't want to see. Your voice, I don't want to hear.
    "Baby please forgive me," won't cut it anymore.
    The only thing I want to hear is your body hitting the floor.
     
    I gave you all I had and asked for nothing in return.
    Now all I want to do is watch your body burn.
    The drenching scent of flesh, filtering into the air.
    For once, I don't miss you. For once, I do not care.
     
    Out of sight, out of mind.
    Evidence none, for none to find.
    Take no breath of air, for your lungs will not contract.
    Panic in moments of fear, but no time to react.
     
    How is that for magick, of which you never understood.
    Never thought I'd go this far, or never thought I could?
    Took too much time waiting for you to comprehend.
    I dealt with doubt my entire life, and that's about to end.
     
    I'll show you what I'm made of and all that's in between.
    Where self-doubt does not exist and neither way do I lean.
    Forgetting all your rage the moment the flames caress your skin.
    Feel them move within you and indulge in one last sin.
     
    Bathe is euphoric pleasures before the twinge pulls you back.
    Wait for the twilight, but your world is solid black.
    Intangible silence piercing your bitter goodbyes.
    I tried to give you my heart, and you tried to feed me lies.
     
    Broken hearts and broken bones, a fair trade to say the least.
    The blood spilt in your honor, has fed my inner beast.
    Wrists pinned down upon the post, bleeding upon the rope.
    You had me at hello, but I had you before you spoke.
     
    Squirm and squeal as you wish I like to watch your pain.
    I let you go in pure bliss, for its just the beginning of my game.
    You say you will not see me again, so you think this is goodbye.
    But trust me we will cross again, sometime before you die.

Saturday, 28 January 2012

  • Goodbye, farewell...

     

    “Goodbye”

     

    I hear your distant screams

    Your scent, I can't deny.

    I try to form the words, yet

    I have no voice to reply

     

    I want nothing but to see you,

    to mend your healing heart.

    I want to smell your soul again,

    but don't know where to start.

     

    I need nothing but to hold you,

    yet I don't know where you lay.

    I want to keep you in my breath,

    but I can not make you stay...

     

    I can't find where we started,

    I don't know the end.

    I can't say I don't miss you,

    There is no point to pretend.

     

    Not sure of where you've gone,

    I follow your distant cry.

    I fade into the darkness,

    I just can't accept “goodbye.”

     

     

     

    "Farewell"

    I thought about you this morning, and it didn't change my mind.

    I'm not sure if I made the right choice, but I had to leave you behind.

    It doesn't mean I won't think about you, because I am sure that I will.

    It just means I can't let it hurt. The pain just got to real.

     

    I could never let you know, what it took to walk away.

    To bow my head in failure, and to keep the screams at bay.

    To not choke on my tears and not look you in the eye.

    To not kiss your lips... and to not change my mind.

     

    I take this all in silence, for this is my blessed curse.

    I don't often speak your name. That always makes it worse.

    I can't look at your picture, I don't try to catch your scent.

    I don't relive our memories, I don't know where it went.

     

    (TBC)

     

Monday, 28 June 2010

  • Screams

    Trancing my past just a little bit today... I'm longing and lusting.... BADLY...

     

    I was 15 minutes from your house and turned around. I need you! I need it.... I need... something.... 

     

    Thoughts screaming take it... take what is yours... and other saying you don't belong here.. go home..... Innocent victim no..yes....maybe...no.... gahhhhhhhhh what is WRONGGGGG

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